Shameka J. Walker on Relationships
For three years my love has grown to an undeniable level of affection. But you are unable to see that my heart beats for only you. Your insecurities are holding hostage my ability to make you my wife. I have selected your dream ring, rehearsed the proposal, and dreamt of our wedding day over and over in my mind. In a matter of seconds the precious thoughts disappeared the moment your insecurities appeared. You not willing to seek help only adds fuel to an already burning fire. Baby I love you so much but your insecurity just pushed me away.
You missed his inner beauty because you are too focus on his outer imperfections. Unable to see his heart is pure as gold and only desires to love You. But your secret talks and hidden thoughts, if revealed, will destroy the core of his innocent soul. He is blind not only naturally but by love for, You, the woman he trust the most that is blind by love for only herself and financial gain.
His inner ghosts have taken control again at the expense of the person that love him the most. The blatant irresponsibility of his ego will not allow him to get or receive the help he really needs. Even though he is surrounded with love he only sees his mistakes. Please don’t let it be too late for him because patience is slipping away from her heart. The internal ghosts he fights alone with no prevail are depression, confusion, lack of communication, and emotional abuse. But the love she has for him supersedes all his flaws and she only sees her best friend beyond his pains. Her heart only has love…
I called to say, “Good Morning My Love.” But I got No Answer I planned to tell you all the good and exciting news But I got No Answer So I sat on the couch alone and confused with my face in my hands Wondering why I got No Answer So many promises so many lies that you would never hurt me again Doesn’t change the fact that after several calls I still got No Answer Now you have forced me to take back control of my life and heart So when you get out of your feelings and call, you will get No Answer By Shameka J. Walker